something in my life

Today, I was so looking forward to having a conversation with Vanessa and Nancy.

Because I really like to speak English and want to improve it.

But...

after conversation,

I feeled a little frustrated...

Maybe just because I know I am the worst one, and  

always used the wrong gramma, wrong words  and  I can't speak fluently like NEWS.....

then, I  feel nervous and presure when I talk

so

now

I  LOSE my confidence  a little bit....

I know it's a process  from bad to good...

it's hard and must take time to practice

BUT now

that feeling just no good....:(